castyel:

home was anywhere with diesel gas

soulonoscopys:

the way that sam thought of himself as “not clean” when he was a child, and then grew up to find out that he has demon blood in him. and the way he says that it’s in him and he can’t ever rip it off or scrub it clean. he works out and eats healthy, obsessing over the cholesterol and the carbs. he wants to keep his body clean. when billy sees him infected in s11, she tells him he’s unclean. sam’s reaction:

and all of this so far is only due to the demon blood. but then he has to let in lucifer, the devil, the most unclean in the biblical sense. and he falls to hell - crawling with damned souls.

when he’s back, he feels like he’s served his time for all the crap that he’s done and maybe he can find peace now. but then the trials come and he realizes he has a chance to be purified. he wants to purify himself so badly, even at the cost of his own death. but he doesn’t die, instead, he’s saved - and shouldn’t that be a gift. but he’s saved by the infiltration of an angel in his body. an angel that has committed murder using his hands. his hands are not clean, they never were, but now neither is his body. this body that had served its time in hell and this body that was supposed to be purified by the trials. this body that he took care of to make it clean

hasn’t he always been

crossroads-consoul:

Finally sat down to mess around with pencil brushes and sketched some Sabriel to test things out. About 1 hr in Sai!

samsrowena:

So, I’m thinking of writing more of the Chinchilla Gospels. Anyone have any ideas of what to put the boys through? Can be before or after my last installment.

you-cant-spell-subtext-without:

so this interview [x] was done pre SPN NJ and now I’m mad about how people treated him all over again

QUESTION: “Are you affected by certain fans reactions?”

Misha: “uh, yeah. there have been times i have been - I, um, after my character died on Supernatural, I tried to kind of defend the show’s treatment of my character’s death on social media, um - partly because the producers had asked me to do that and I got a lot of pushback, and uh - I was really sad about that, it actually really affected me because I had worked really hard to get the ending for my character where he makes this declaration of love to Dean. And then the fans sort of came after me, for being…you know, not being a good ally, and I - that was hard for me. So there have been a few instances that…has been challenging.

QUESTION: “On the contrary, do the fans give you strength”

Misha: I do, but I - I can look at a twitter feed and see a hundred comments of “oh my gosh Misha i love you so much; you’re the best” [higher pitch used here], and then one person says "Misha’s not a good ally; or Misha’s not a good person” and all I see is that one. It’s called negativity bias, and it’s common - but [small self deprecating laugh] but I suffer from it.“